Outlier
(2023)
Instrumentation:
saxophone, trombone, percussion, electric guitar, piano & electronics
Duration:
7 mins
Premiered by:
Tacet(i) Ensemble in Bangkok, Thailand
More info:
As part of the 2023 International Composers Institute Thailand
Program Notes:
An outlier refers to a person that differs from all other members of a particular group…
Someone differing from the rest of the society,
tries to break free,
from the expectations that over the years have become chains over their body
they feel a sense of loneliness despite being part of a crowded bunch,
emptiness despite having a task to fulfill,
uncertainty despite the crystal-clear life path paved in front them,
sadness despite a thousand words of compliments…
sometimes a person feels as if their life path was never a choice of their own,
but a decision made by the surrounding environment.
that decision was made as early as the moment they were born,
unshakable like the bricks of the Great Wall.
maybe they are,
a piece of brick on a mighty wall,
a screw of a well-oiled machine,
a single component of an impressively fast train…
as important as it might seem,
as dispensable as it might be.
or maybe,
they want to be something else,
a sound of noise over a harmonious sonority,
an obnoxiously never-ending guitar out of catharsis,
a screaming saxophone,
a hoarse trombone,
a hammering piano,
a liberating drum of crazy rhythms,
over a regular heartbeat gradually pounding harder and faster!
We become outliers,
deviating from the crystal-clear and the unshakable,
feeling as alive and certain as ever can be.